its been so long since i did anything on this site that i literally forgot how to make a journal entry. is that not the saddest thing youve ever heard? well i finally just sat down and read some more journal entries. i read all of sept and and october, but i was afraid to comment on them because i feel like a bastard for being so far out of the loop with everybody.

but nina tagged me. yes, she did. i also dont think i know 20 things about myself. when i get to the end ill let you know if i made any up.

1. i hate wearing shoes that dont have open toes.
2. i like to color but i cant draw
3. i lose everything i own at least once
4. i care about my friends more than i realize
5. im a terrible friend because i have such a short attention span
6. im really worried that i hurt the people who think about me often
7. im sorry about a lot of things but i dont regret it
8. i've already had to ask someone to tell me something about myself for this entry
9. i'm more protective of my friends and people i dont know than i am of myself
10. i'm usually a good judge of character. unless drunk.
11. i dont like parties with more than one person i dont know (it makes college scary)
12. i turn the radio all the way up to cover my singing, even when im alone
13. i get embarrassed way too easily
14. i dont mind when people are sorry for me, as long as they dont pity me
15. i think the main point of traveling is to find out things about the person (people) you're with
16. ive decided that i actaully like to wear heels
17. cereal and soymilk is one of my new favorite meals
18. im an attention whore but im embarrassed when i get it
19. im not a neat person but i find it hard to concentrate in a messy room
20. i have 93847923845 things that i want to do but no ambition. and for now thats okay.

a lot has happen since i got to college. i have senioritis even worse than than i did in pius. ive been in trouble for drinking way too many times and im already burned out. my decisions are terrible. i cant make up my mind about anything, and im really worried about all the people that i know would be hurt. but im having an amazing time.